Okay, so I'm going to complain a little bit. As you all know we have four kids, and I LOVE being a mom. I feel so blessed to be able to stay home with them; I wouldn't want to do anything else. Having said that, I feel that for me, I need to be able to have time to do other things, so that I don't end up burning out.
Along with being a mom, I would like to be other things, like a reader, a writer, a semi-organized housekeeper, a gardener, a yoga master (ha ha, not exactly master, but at least a yoga doer), a runner, a wife who has time to spend with Chris, and yes, even a scrapbooker/blogger. Mind you, I don't try to do these things all at once, but throwing even one of them into the picture usually means TROUBLE. I say this because when I try to take time out for myself, a few things are bound to happen: I don't pay as much attention to the kids, which means while I am reading my book the boys are outside throwing mud from the garden all over the driveway, on the garage, and on each other. This means the kids fight more, sneak food into their rooms (which is found by me days later covered in ants), and Hudson cries more. It means I get less sleep and the kids are late for school.
I also notice that when I try to do my own thing, I get irritated with the kids when they need something. How dare Brigham ask me to pour him some Cheerios when I'm in the middle of yoga? So what this all comes down to is that when I try to be something other than a parent, I end up a stressed out, sleep-deprived mom who has her scrapbooks updated.
What is the solution??? I have no clue. If you have any thoughts on this, I would love to hear them!